I don’t know the source but there is a saying, “When you’re ready, you will learn.” For many years I believed we learned by reading or taking a class, but there are no “life” classes. I remember reading the book “The Magic of Thinking Big” when I was in high school and it wasn’t until just a few years ago, I actually began to understand what the book was about. Since then I’ve learned that my life had been a series of “loops” repeating themselves in different forms. Now that I know, I’ve made little changes that have taken me from the loop and into a conscious reality that I create. Does this mean I’ve learned it all? absolutely not. The difference is now I see the signs that I missed before and I’m aware of my choices. I question my thoughts and look for the better way to feel as I observe instead of react. When I first realized this, I was somewhat upset at myself for not seeing it sooner but then it dawned on me that I couldn’t see it then because I wasn’t ready. I needed to get to where I needed to be in order to receive the knowledge and understand it. I am still recognizing and learning as I will till the day I transition. Take little steps at a time, pause for reflection, and live for a purpose.