Have you ever had a random thought and wondered where it came from? I sure do. I often wonder why I ever had such a thought. I look for meaning, maybe it’s a sign or some lesson to be learned. Sometimes, I get the feeling it’s just junk that needs to be cleared out of my head and often it’s something I thought I got rid of. But if I got rid of it why did it come back? The answer is too obvious, duh, I must not have gotten rid of it. So how do I get rid of it? I wish I had a wise, clever answer but I don’t. Maybe it’s because getting rid of something also implies dealing with it on a deeper level. I read constantly about getting rid of disempowering beliefs but confronting them scares me. After all, if I could just “change” these engrained ideas like flipping a switch I’d never have a problem. And of course if I never had a problem, I’d be in a constant state of bliss which is what I want, right? Or do I? Wow, is this a revelation? I don’t want to be in a constant state of bliss, that’s not what life is about. It’s about the challenges, it’s what makes life adventurous. Let the games continue.