Random Thoughts

Have you ever had a random thought and wondered where it came from?  I sure do.  I often wonder why I ever had such a thought.  I look for meaning, maybe it’s a sign or some lesson to be learned.  Sometimes, I get the feeling it’s just junk that needs to be cleared out of my head and often it’s something I thought I got rid of.  But if I got rid of it why did it come back?  The answer is too obvious, duh, I must not have gotten rid of it.  So how do I get rid of it?  I wish I had a wise, clever answer but I don’t.  Maybe it’s because getting rid of something also implies dealing with it on a deeper level.  I read constantly about getting rid of disempowering beliefs but confronting them scares me.  After all, if I could just “change” these engrained ideas like flipping a switch I’d never have a problem.  And of course if I never had a problem, I’d be in a constant state of bliss which is what I want, right?  Or do I?  Wow, is this a revelation?  I don’t want to be in a constant state of bliss, that’s not what life is about.  It’s about the challenges, it’s what makes life adventurous.  Let the games continue.

 

Gabriel

 

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