Sometimes in life we get a little lost in our own darkness. It may be a desire or a situation we just can’t seem to see our way out of. We can find some peace in meditation, gratitude and any other activity we love and that works for a while until we find ourselves in that place again. As an avid reader of positive, spiritual, and enlightening materials, I can always pull some reason for it from mental knowledge. But the real truth lies deep within me. What we want isn’t always what we want. It is an oxymoron, I know, but many things I thought I wanted and made plans, vision boards and affirmations about just didn’t resonate with me and soon I would be back to square one. It finally dawned on me that the only way to conquer darkness is with light. I had to find a light, a spark that makes me feel good and good about myself. I am a work in progress but a little light goes a long way and I am seeing that much of what I truly want, I’ve been resisting and much of what I thought I wanted was what I was chasing. Well, I’m happy to say the chase is over and now I am content to allow what I truly want to come to me thanks to a little light in my soul.